Mixed emotions...

'So tomorrow is the day I drive up to Edinburgh to start my second year of university. My granny and grandpa are coming round for tea so I can see them before I go away. We did the same last year and it is scary how quickly the year has disappeared! The meal last year feels like yesterday. I also have a new card game to teach them (five crowns), it is my new obsession. It is such a good group card game. 

I am excited about moving back, this year I have a proper flat, not just halls which will be fabulous. I'm living with 3 friends (mentioned in the lasses on tour post) who I love and they make me giggle. Bodes well. I'm also excited to live in Edinburgh rather than on campus in Musselburgh. I loved halls but this is going to be so much better! 

However, I am also feeling rather nervous! I've been back at home with my family for 18weeks and I don't want to move away from them again. I've gotten used to them just being there and to cuddles from my little brother!'

So I actually intended to post this last week... I have now been living in Edinburgh for a week and I'm feeling settled and like this is where I should be. It has been amazing to catch up with people I haven't seen for months. This week has been a lot of fun. However, I still do feel the same about home. It makes me sad that next time I'm there is only for 3 days. I am excited though because my mum and brother are both coming up to stay for weekends in November!! Ben and I are going to a rugby match and mum and I are going to see wicked. Can't wait. 

I hope I'm not the only home bird who has flown the nest and still secretly prefers home!! 

Emmie x